i've eaten so much from your hand / sunbeams that shatter the clouds in my head / it's so natural to give you control

is the rope we're attached by / worn down now to the finest thread / maybe you're already gone

did you melt and dissolve into the void / were you wrapped up in its tendrils / or was it me

you always said you were just me / did you meld back into me / or did i break you down to the basest molecules / raw materials for this calamity

i should have listened.